Lose you.

When Andie said "you can't lose something you never had"

She lied. Didn't she?

I never had you, not the way I should've anyway.

Yet how do I explain the pungent taste your name leaves my mouth with, everytime I whisper it to myself.

Yet how do I explain the irrevocable ache your touch leaves my skin with, everytime I replace it with someone else.

Yet how do I explain the blurred vision your countenance leaves my eyes with, everytime I look away.

Yet how do I explain the faint echos your voice leaves my mind with, everytime I shut it.

Yet how do I explain the hazy imprint your cologne leaves my senses with, everytime I by.

You weren't mine to have but you were mine to lose.

So I did just that. Lose you. Over and over again.

                                                             —Arch.